Oh man, grats to her. I battled my booze going through jail and many hospital visits between the ages of 20 and 33. Not only have I been sober, I REALLY realize that I never have to drink again. Never. I have never been more confident in myself as I am now. Well, sure, on the outside I was always confident but it was all a giant lie. Jesus saved me. I still remember where I was when it happened. I had been out of the hospital for a couple weeks and yet there I was; crying because I felt the need to drink again so strongly and it had just almost killed me. So there I am crying when a huge wave of knowing came over me. I KNEW I never had to drink again as long as I lived. Just like that. The lord comforted me with that sense of knowing and I couldnt be more grateful. I've never written about this experience before and I gave myself the craziest shivers throughout.
P.S.
When it happened I immediately went down to my knees and prayed. That feeling of knowing was all I needed.
Oh man, grats to her. I battled my booze going through jail and many hospital visits between the ages of 20 and 33. Not only have I been sober, I REALLY realize that I never have to drink again. Never. I have never been more confident in myself as I am now. Well, sure, on the outside I was always confident but it was all a giant lie. Jesus saved me. I still remember where I was when it happened. I had been out of the hospital for a couple weeks and yet there I was; crying because I felt the need to drink again so strongly and it had just almost killed me. So there I am crying when a huge wave of knowing came over me. I KNEW I never had to drink again as long as I lived. Just like that. The lord comforted me with that sense of knowing and I couldnt be more grateful. I've never written about this experience before and I gave myself the craziest shivers throughout.
P.S. When it happened I immediately went down to my knees and prayed. That feeling of knowing was all I needed.