1st need 2say it sux when Im all in (comment-convo) & it couldn't be a worse x

2nd I cannot say I understand where you're coming from. Seeing as how I may be your opposite in many ways however, I am quite sympathetic to your cause.

In all this "truth" & in this "war" there are groups that my heart breaks for but 4diff reasons examples people like my parents are good, honest hardworking, brave, loyal, honorable, giving to anyone & a safe harbor for others. People that have given everything they had & then some till there was nothing left only to have their bones picked clean by vultures. My heart is twisted cold knowing which not much effort a line could be drawn from Clintons, Bushs, Obamas & BIDENS directly along the timeline of the demise of my "folks"

Children well all of them it really doesn't really matter where they are as home. Since everything is fukd in 1 way or another so my heart is desperate for the protection of their innocence

Then your group. Young, white, American, free thinking, patriotic, based, boat rockers. There has been an all out assault on you & your kind. It is sooo fukn upsetting/ witnessing this. It was 1 of the biggest pushes for me from me away from my liberalism. I do believe it was the same for many other women (like during BK SCOTUS confirmation hearings). The manner in which you are attacked, vilified & blamed by literally everything & everyone is disgusting. The fact the these people w/any kind of influence have decided to go head 1st into this agenda w/such disregard to what neg effects it would have on anything is appalling. I firmly believe the powers that be & had a hand in this "narrative" knew exactly what they were doing. Its clear this "smear campaign" is against the "male/masculine/testosterone/alpha" of any race or nationality intentionally for self-preservation. With white, western, Judeo-Christian men specifically It is to put a chink in the amour of what is our way of life.

I personally want to tell you (even though I don't think you believe them) you are the salt of the earth. 33 years old you are in the prime of your life. Sure traditionally speaking it is prob somewhat better for all involved to begin the stable family part of your life when you are younger but let's be honest we also make wayy more poor choices then. You should look at it like this you've been off "fighting a war". A war not only to save Americans & the heart of America herself but also humanity as a whole. What you have & are doing is perhaps the most important thing you will ever do. God has chosen you. He knows everything you are & you are not. He has made you specifically for this time, place & for this purpose knowing every hair on your head. Knowing you better than you know yourself. God makes no mistakes. The way that God made Eve for Adam he had made an "Eve" for you. It is not up to you when or where you may encounter her so trying to do so is counterproductive & likely not produce your "Eve". God will present her to you when the time is right when he sees fit. Its wayy better (even tho it might not feel like it) that you are not in a relationship. It is very likely that everything happening would put too much strain upon a relationship not meant to be from the start. Only serving to distract you from what God has called you for anyways.

I believe all the races & both sexes are equal by way of weight in purpose, ability, talent & value. However, I think the specifics are gen speaking different. White men, when allowed to thrive & prosper have a niche for collaborating w/others of a similar frame of mind & creating ideas & ways of life that would allow everyone else to thrive & prosper as well. You have a value to humanity. That in itself the is by far 1 of the biggest threats to those who seek to destroy all of us. Wear this as a badge of honor.

The world is a crazy place right now. Many of us are much different people then we were in 2015. Myself, in many ways have done a complete 180 & in others a 360 in which I thought would change but have in fact become more solid. I still have a bleeding heart for example. For a while I thought that would have to go, but it can't & that is ok. Now however realizing the "devil is in the details" I know that upon investigation ideas that I "feel" sound like the "right way" to think, quickly fall apart as the bad ideas they truly are. The word "submissive" used to be my kryptonite along with conservative values. Everyone knows women in general chase the "bad guy" until we grow up & realize we want something else entirely. I submit (as I was a "feminist" as a child) the way I pictured my future was as a single woman w/a dream career that eventually would adopt). Now there is an emptiness in my belly & a black sadness in my soul for which I am 100% responsible for. I have had to come to the realization that I wasted my entire life chasing a way of being that was self-destructive in every way. It turns out the only thing that would have given me true happiness in my life would have been for me to find my love, marry, be a good wife, & have more children than you coud shake a stick at. Amy Coney Barrett is the example of an iconic woman w/a truly fulling life full of happiness & satisfaction every single woman would be content in. We have allowed all the outside forces to dictate our positions, purposes & roles. In doing, so we've all been set off course & place there dizzy & upside down. I pray that after all is said & done that these "narratives" are exposed & destroyed so humanity can get back on course fitting comfortably in the roles design for us by God.

33, in your prime, off fighting a war as a warrior in Gods army. When all is said & done you should see the fruits of your labor. You are the salt of the earth. This kingdom was created for men like you & your time shall come. You will be a king & you shall have your queen & when you do have soooo many lil pedes to go forth & prosper. Do not let everything happening get you down. I know its hard I too have no one. I kinda don't care because I've always been misunderstood & targeted/marked for cruelty & unkindness. It is what it is, in a way Im glad cuz it prepared me in a way for these few years. However, in my relationship w/someone that moves further to the other side the same person that used to be my best friend I was not prepared. Losing the ability to have deep conversations about every topic imaginable then arriving at a place in which the moment I open my mouth to speak a force field surrounds him is devastating. Knowing the man that once probed my brain now fully believes I have completely lost my mind has at times truly made me feel certifiably coocoo.

Many of these crazy nutz have been made that way by all the outside forces. They will come around eventually. God has created you with special purpose & God is beauty & love. He would not create you only to leave you lonely & rejected. You shall rule from your throne, in your castle, with your Queen to create life to protect w/your life. I am so sorry about the attacks to you. If I could take them on for you & others like you I would. Please know I value you. I appreciate you. I am grateful to you. I need you & I love you. I'm so sorry this was long but I wanted you to know on the other side of that screen is a human being that thanks God every day for creating you & that when you feel alone know I am here & many others. It is not virtual text from an artificial or superficial inorganic sphere. But rather from the fingertips of a human being moved by your post to tears & w/a deep desire to somehow convey the love I have for you.