You're not alone. I don't think I'm as far gone as you are, but the hope is dwindling, and I hope to God President Trump can win this in the courts. I said this yesterday as this was all happening, but if Trump is truly not re-elected, and we do end up with Biden as president, and I still cannot believe I am going to type this and that my thoughts have not changed, I will not be voting going forward in any election unless I literally write Donald Trump in on everything. I've been voting in every single election since I could vote, and the first one was in 1996, and not until now have I ever felt completely betrayed by the entire system. I think most deep down knew full well there would be no "red wave," but I think we all thought Trump would still win in such a fashion where it would be beyond obvious and no challenges would happen. To see what is going on now and see it happening in real time is disheartening.

Still, for me, hope is still there, and I will not fully give up unless Trump himself concedes, but this is beyond ridiculous, and if Trump does pull this off, there must now be an honest-to-God reckoning.