I know exactly how you feel. I have 1 child (with Autism) no worries either because the mods set me straight on being a bitch about that so autist this and that. Anyhow. I'm ready to die for this country. I know that sounds keyboard warrior. But I would definitely take a volunteer State Police position or something to help maintain law and order. Fuck all faggot communist socialist liberal freedom stealing faggots. My wife has a great job and would be fine without me lol. I have my own gear. I'm a retard as well when it comes to any tactical knowledge lol but fuck it. Sign me up............. LEEEEEEEEEEETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!