We all fall short and true friends will understand this. Also, remember that when it comes to connections and relations we only know what we believe to be true. We tend to over think or over hype all the good and bad facets we perceive. The other side(s) of these connections do the same. Onlookers and those cross connected do this too. Add it all up, include the self preservations of each individual, the comforting and coercions built within external and internal interests, and divide that all by the factor of being hurt and discouraged. What you’re left with is your own will. I’ll never know what you or she has done to cause the disconnect and animosity. You could lay your facts and emotions out in a novel and I wouldn’t know; however, I do know that you cannot control someone else, but you do control your own happiness. Learn from your mistakes and strive to be better today than you were yesterday.