I do not enjoy anything anymore. TV, games, books, none of it fucking matters if you don’t live in a free country. The mere idea that such blatant fraud and disregard for the truth could be discarded and even cheered by half the country and the entirety of elected officials and judges makes me sick to my stomach.

I’m 44, why the fuck would i want to live to be 80 in some facade of democracy? It’s a despot, run by charlatans and celebrated by sheep. My body and mind are ready for whatever comes next