Boys, I'm at the edge. I need like minded encouragement. My wife, doesn't get it my family doesn't get it. NO ONE GETS IT! I won't wear a fucking mask. fuck those things. I'm not sick, you're not sick, why the FUCK are you wearing that thing. Its hurting my business because I'm becoming an asshole to people for coming out of their houses to talk to me in those goddamn things. We are out fucking side for fuck sake, my wife says I'm short and distracted and our relationship is suffering. I live in NC under that cock sucking Roy Cooper and the RIGGER population around here is all about those fucking masks and creating a scene about my WASP ass not wearing one. I carry, I wanna paint the walls with brain from these fucks. I've come so close, but I keep thinking, if I do....theres another RIGGER population waiting for me in prison, plus there the fucking nazi police will really have a field day with my white ass. I don't know what to do. I'm planning to go to DC but I really don't know if i'll be an asset there. I have the capabilities to do some major damage to their population, but I keep wondering if it will ever get better. I don't think it will IDK boy IDK I feel my head throbbing and my eyes getting hot. I've lived in a deer stand for the last 2 months to keep me sane and calm, but thats over in a few days. No liberal psychologist would let me leave her office if I started talking......so here I am...
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I have family land and an established small business here. I should've when I got out but I got suckered into moving back here.
Is your family business tied to the family land, like farming or agriculture? Or is it a business that exists or could exist offsite?
If your small business is moveable then take the assets you need, get rid of the ones that could be improved, and find a place to live that is more inline with what you believe and has a lower cost of living allowing you to justify better equipment than what you left behind. Figure out the population density and the maximum distance you're willing to travel to do your business and target you're focus on those areas. Northwestern Nebraska, Southwest South Dakota, and Eastern Wyoming are all within driving distance of year round recreation. Depending on what it is you do, you could re-establish your small business and make enough to cover your costs, needs, and any taxes you need to pay on any land in NC that you choose to keep. Maybe there's another family member in the area that could either take over the land or take care of it? Rent for passive income to cover the taxes and maintenance?
Even toying with the idea - hypothetically - can free yourself up to look at possibilities without committing to anything mentally. Explore the possibility and think creatively rather than re-actively and put any reservations about 'family' land on the back burner. Then re-visit the family land angle after you have a plan that could work in theory. A few hours exploring different markets on zillow and researching cost of living in those markets empowers you with options and might cool down the rage without opening fire. Basically a wall of text saying exploring your options gives you an outlet to channel your rage.
I'm actually in a rual area...or was, and I'm tied here due to my clients. One be a major regional company. The issue is I see it creeping. I see dipshits selling their families land for pennies fir quick cash, irresponsible little spoiled pricks. That's another huge issue I have that passes me off but whats going on here comes first.
So leaving is simply not an option, OK.
Don't underestimate the value of a well timed vacation. Florida is nice this time of year and they don't enforce a lot of mask bullshit. There's also some shit going on in DC on the 6th... Maybe you bring the fire in your veins there? Even if it means pissing off a client? Which will you regret more in 10 years?
If you feel like you have to do something, that might be your best option.