You should look up David Jacobs on YouTube... He is an older guy with white hair... He does a lot of the hypnotherapy on people who have went through that and he really insightful... And also look into the annunaki.. the old testament comes from the old Sumerian text it matches perfectly.. only the Bible left a bunch of shit out! The Sumerian text tells the whole story of where we came from, who the Gods were, why they created us (well, genetically manipulated) ... It's really interesting