"trusting Sessions, Barr, and Wray?" Did your lack of trust make any difference at all? No. It didn't. You still don't know what those people did or didn't do. You're not allowed to know what any of those people did. You have no 'need to know' and no clearance to know or you wouldn't be here chatting about it.

Take it to the Q win site. If they need to 'shut the fuck up about Q', YOU need to shut the fuck about it, too.