I understand, I have fucked up with pills before. What I was saying is the high doesn't seem to be enjoyable, but I get what you are saying, it's not about the high but some other weakness in the person that seeks hard drugs. Sad.

spez: And I guess I will challenge your point because I did "come back". I know that I am one of the luckily ones though.. Or just at least a hard headed idiot, kek