Been having a hard time enjoying life. I use to enjoy working but now it just feels like I'm doing time in jail and getting paid for it. I dont even feel like I'm making a difference by working anymore. It just feels like I'm being punished for a paycheck. Having to wear a mask, put up with social distancing, and everything else in the work force that makes me miserable. Everything from TV shows to the internet just feels like shit. A constant bombardment of propaganda bullshit. That only serves to piss me off or turn me off. I cant even laugh at memes anymore because for every meme there is 10 posts of pure government corruption that really should make your blood boil. My family is clueless to the real world, so are my friends and co workers. They are all sheep. Whenever I speak about anything to anyone outside of this site involving the shit in this world its drowned out by Netflix, cellphones, and anything else normies tune into to tune out the reality. Unless I vent on this site, I feel like I'm alone and portrayed as some kind of conspiracy nut. I feel like I been hyped up the last 4 years to a promising life and future only to get knocked the fuck back 10 years when the deep state and dems were in full control. If we dont do something on the 6th, I feel it's going to be just that forever. I am by no means depressed or suicidal. What I feel is more like, disbelief and betrayal and abandonment. And I dont think I can put up with years and years of this plandemic. Since that seems to be the goal until the new world order is finished. 2024 and beyond is going to be very dark pedes. Unless we do something now. Were only going to be able to handle so much until we either want to die or kill.
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Yep. Most of my friends don’t care plus I stopped drinking. Luckily my dad has been red pilled since I was a kid so I moved back. Time to start paying off debt, working out and trying to find a job that will make a difference. I would like to do Military intelligence but we’ll see.
I quit smoking and drinking covfefe during the Q. So its not all been bad.
No, I'm under a lot of stress as it is. Coffee is the only thing that pleases me anymore.
Second this question
I quit coffee recently after drinking it every day for my whole life because I realised it was causing some gastrointestinal upset. After a few weeks I just forgot about coffee and feel no need to drink it, so it was pretty easy. I’m still addicted to a bunch of other things though.
Not OP, but can relate to the caffeine thing:
More sustainable energy throughout the day, less random anxious feelings, better breath, more restful sleep - feel generally 'cleaner' in the day to day.
Quitting cigs and coffee at the same time, its hard to say what things are attributable. But last dentist cleaning there wasnt that horrible smell of the 2 with the tarter scraping tool. That was honestly the best part for me. Weird I know. Tradeoff is now I vape, and fkn love it!
7 but I never get seriously wasted.
Do anything in the military if you can... if you consider it, listen to yourself- trust yourself and take a shot at it... if nothing else, you'll be glad you tried. We used to joke that military intelligence is an oxymoron... hey but it's a good field... had a friend went into cryptography in the navy.