Been having a hard time enjoying life. I use to enjoy working but now it just feels like I'm doing time in jail and getting paid for it. I dont even feel like I'm making a difference by working anymore. It just feels like I'm being punished for a paycheck. Having to wear a mask, put up with social distancing, and everything else in the work force that makes me miserable. Everything from TV shows to the internet just feels like shit. A constant bombardment of propaganda bullshit. That only serves to piss me off or turn me off. I cant even laugh at memes anymore because for every meme there is 10 posts of pure government corruption that really should make your blood boil. My family is clueless to the real world, so are my friends and co workers. They are all sheep. Whenever I speak about anything to anyone outside of this site involving the shit in this world its drowned out by Netflix, cellphones, and anything else normies tune into to tune out the reality. Unless I vent on this site, I feel like I'm alone and portrayed as some kind of conspiracy nut. I feel like I been hyped up the last 4 years to a promising life and future only to get knocked the fuck back 10 years when the deep state and dems were in full control. If we dont do something on the 6th, I feel it's going to be just that forever. I am by no means depressed or suicidal. What I feel is more like, disbelief and betrayal and abandonment. And I dont think I can put up with years and years of this plandemic. Since that seems to be the goal until the new world order is finished. 2024 and beyond is going to be very dark pedes. Unless we do something now. Were only going to be able to handle so much until we either want to die or kill.