Been having a hard time enjoying life. I use to enjoy working but now it just feels like I'm doing time in jail and getting paid for it. I dont even feel like I'm making a difference by working anymore. It just feels like I'm being punished for a paycheck. Having to wear a mask, put up with social distancing, and everything else in the work force that makes me miserable. Everything from TV shows to the internet just feels like shit. A constant bombardment of propaganda bullshit. That only serves to piss me off or turn me off. I cant even laugh at memes anymore because for every meme there is 10 posts of pure government corruption that really should make your blood boil. My family is clueless to the real world, so are my friends and co workers. They are all sheep. Whenever I speak about anything to anyone outside of this site involving the shit in this world its drowned out by Netflix, cellphones, and anything else normies tune into to tune out the reality. Unless I vent on this site, I feel like I'm alone and portrayed as some kind of conspiracy nut. I feel like I been hyped up the last 4 years to a promising life and future only to get knocked the fuck back 10 years when the deep state and dems were in full control. If we dont do something on the 6th, I feel it's going to be just that forever. I am by no means depressed or suicidal. What I feel is more like, disbelief and betrayal and abandonment. And I dont think I can put up with years and years of this plandemic. Since that seems to be the goal until the new world order is finished. 2024 and beyond is going to be very dark pedes. Unless we do something now. Were only going to be able to handle so much until we either want to die or kill.
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That's depression your describing bro and it's totally understandable. This is one of if not the darkest moment in the history of our nation.
What really helps me when I get to feeling like this is I take 10 minutes and truly think about all the blessings in my life and focus only on that. Gratitude is a powerful antidote to those feelings if I can just humble myself enough to embrace it.
Things will turn our way again and you're not alone in the fight. You also don't have to do it all by yourself. There are many very intelligent and very capable people fighting along side you. None of whom are going to talk about any moves they're making before it happens.
Also take some time to rest. Get away from screens or at least news for 12 hours. In the Marines they rotate in fresh men all the time to allow others to rest. You need to care for yourself and be realistic about limits so you don't make yourself a casualty before the war even starts.
Take a breather, we'll hold the line a while.
Great advice. I'm really lucky I get to go to work every day. I have a great staff who always keeps things upbeat and positive. We set goals for our office, plan retreats, try to keep it fun. I have started going back to church and fortunately have been able to get my kids in a private school where they are in person daily. Its tough, but keeping things in perspective is important. Finding peace in the moment can be very uplifting. I always tell myself "this too shall pass" then move on to the next thing.
I threw out my two computers and took a break from the internet for a few months. I thought maybe that would change the way I been feeling. As if the internet is to blame for my radicalized state. But it didn't help. I now know that internet or not, isolation or not, I will still feel this way. And the internet isn't to blame. Which tells me it's time. Time for a change in America.
Absolutely past time for major changes.
I think we're about the same age (I'm 44) and I have those same feeling your described.
It feels to me like the world we grew up in and were prepared for just completely vanished one day and now I'm stuck in some low budget, dystopian movie or something.
We grew up eating dinner at the table with the family, discussed our problems. We watched wholesome sitcoms like full house and wonder years with the family on Friday nights. We went to church, we did family outdoor cookouts and events. Holidays were spent at the grandparents place. The only time for a family reunion and it was pleasant. Before we dated we made friends first with the ones we love and got to know them on a personal level, not just hook up on some dating app over the span of two weeks and act like it's normal. We weren't afraid to tell the truth instead of lying out of fear that we might offend someone. We were more real with each other. There is many, many things that are just not the same pede. I see family's broken, I see kids hating their parents growing up to be little commies. I see the system shaping and molding our future for darker times. I see nothing in this world that I once knew. And its sad.
God doesn’t change.
Wow man, that really hit me hard. Yep that's exactly how I grew up.