Been having a hard time enjoying life. I use to enjoy working but now it just feels like I'm doing time in jail and getting paid for it. I dont even feel like I'm making a difference by working anymore. It just feels like I'm being punished for a paycheck. Having to wear a mask, put up with social distancing, and everything else in the work force that makes me miserable. Everything from TV shows to the internet just feels like shit. A constant bombardment of propaganda bullshit. That only serves to piss me off or turn me off. I cant even laugh at memes anymore because for every meme there is 10 posts of pure government corruption that really should make your blood boil. My family is clueless to the real world, so are my friends and co workers. They are all sheep. Whenever I speak about anything to anyone outside of this site involving the shit in this world its drowned out by Netflix, cellphones, and anything else normies tune into to tune out the reality. Unless I vent on this site, I feel like I'm alone and portrayed as some kind of conspiracy nut. I feel like I been hyped up the last 4 years to a promising life and future only to get knocked the fuck back 10 years when the deep state and dems were in full control. If we dont do something on the 6th, I feel it's going to be just that forever. I am by no means depressed or suicidal. What I feel is more like, disbelief and betrayal and abandonment. And I dont think I can put up with years and years of this plandemic. Since that seems to be the goal until the new world order is finished. 2024 and beyond is going to be very dark pedes. Unless we do something now. Were only going to be able to handle so much until we either want to die or kill.
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I totally felt this way for the past two months. My life “froze”. I couldn’t really do anything but check for updates, donate to stop the steal, try to red-pill those around me as much as possible. But I was in a state of “frozen”. I couldn’t really do anything that I had previously done.
Here is what helped me:
“The generals have a saying: Rather than make the first move it is better to wait and see. Rather than advance an inch it is better to retreat a yard. This is called going forward without advancing, pushing back without using weapons. There is no greater misfortune than underestimating your enemy. Underestimating your enemy means thinking that he is evil. Thus you destroy your three treasures and become an enemy yourself. When two great forces oppose each other, the victory will go to the one that knows how to yield.”
This is similar to what Wictor describes as Trump’s strategy and how many military plans have been successfully conducted throughout history. If you haven’t seen Thomas Wictor’s videos you should go watch the two most recent ones here: https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCifzRVl4nx5dZOYiuM7Q2HQ
But here is where I am: don’t hate the enemy.
Another poem:
“The best athlete wants his opponent at his best. The best general enters the mind of his enemy. The best businessman serves the communal good. The best leader follows the will of the people. All of them embody the virtue of non-competition. Not that they don’t love to compete, but they do it in the spirit of play. In this they are like children and in harmony with the Tao.”
I believe Jesus also taught of compassion, forgiveness and love. He taught us not to fear death if we lived a good life.
I guess what I’m saying is that I have accepted the evil that has been revealed over the past two months, much deeper evil then I ever knew existed here in this country before. Before I couldn’t accept it, I couldn’t believe it. I was in a state of shock. Now, I accept it and in so doing I have the strength to take care of myself, become strong and do everything I can to fight against it in all those ways that are in my power. I guess I feel closer to God. I’ve thought a lot about what is it I say God is. What is God to me? What matters most in my life? For me at least, these past few months have been hell on earth, but I feel closer to God and I have more clarity now about the nature of this world and this my life. Check this out: https://libertyunyielding.com/2020/12/31/the-question-of-a-new-year-2021/
I also work out and lift weights and run and do yoga all the time, this helps a lot.
Avoid drinking, drugs, etc.
Also, try to find like-minded people in real life to vent. Look for people who aren’t wearing masks in public.