Donjongun, please know you are loved and have a family here with us. The world NEEDS the people who are most likely to want to exit Stage Left... That's because you are sensitive and CARE about things. The clueless, selfish folk never think that way because of their very nature!! People who are sensitive and CARE are the ones who CHANGE THE WORLD. They are the visionaries, the writers, the free thinkers. But if we lose them, we lose not only them, but their potential and contributions to this world. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary situation. Please stick around. I'm a friend you just haven't met yet.