I can't talk about any of this with any of the people in my life. My "friends" think that the girl who was murdered in the Capitol deserved it. I don't even engage with them because there is literally no point. They believe CNN is the pinnacle of journalism, think Trump should be in jail, all Trump supporters are racists; if I were to say anything to go against them, I would be gaslighted into the sun and called the worst things imaginable.

I went home to see my family over Christmas, and they all think I'm crazy. My parents and siblings are all Republicans except for one. Liberal sister thinks I'm actually deranged. I tried to vent to the others about the election fraud but told me I needed to calm down. Trump was too polarizing. I freaked out over that bullshit because it's like they didn't even listen to me how Trump actually won. Absolutely retarded.

So now I'm working from home alone in my one bedroom apartment in a city where I don't know anyone and have never been in my company's office because I just graduated from college in May. Our elected officials don't care about us. The media paints us as insane, stupid, and now violent. I have no real friends now. My family think I'm crazy because my reality doesn't align to what Fox News says.

The globalist, communist takeover is here. They're going to try to ruin Trump and all of us. There is so much going on that is so much worse than the small unhappiness in my life, but I just needed to vent after today. I'm just so sad that we're at this point. I'm resisting the blackpill as hard as possible and want to believe that righteousness and truth will win in the end, but I just needed to vent after today.