Agreed. I had something close to a sense of peace, of closure, at the realization that it's over. The "yoyo heartbreaks" as you say are too much, emotionally, to keep chasing.

The elation we felt November 2016 was an incredible high, conversely, this result was a crushing demoralizing blow - one that I'm still trying to process. But chasing these posts hinting at MOAB incoming...just larps fucking with us, I'm afraid.