I just feel like I am living my life with the purpose to lose, I don't want to say too much out in the open on this thread but I just feel like I am subconsciously trying to purposefully fail in life.
For the past 4 months I've been drinking every day, I have caused arguments that were my fault with no apologies, I have hated on the people who have always been there for me. I feel so fucking selfish.
I have been wasting the money I've worked so hard to save for the past 3 years I just don't know what to do anymore.
Second the Peterson and doing easy stuff like, no shit, drinking more water and taking some vitamin d and b.
Much love, God forgives all, even me. Even you.
I just feel like I am living my life with the purpose to lose, I don't want to say too much out in the open on this thread but I just feel like I am subconsciously trying to purposefully fail in life.
For the past 4 months I've been drinking every day, I have caused arguments that were my fault with no apologies, I have hated on the people who have always been there for me. I feel so fucking selfish.
I have been wasting the money I've worked so hard to save for the past 3 years I just don't know what to do anymore.
Second the Peterson and doing easy stuff like, no shit, drinking more water and taking some vitamin d and b. Much love, God forgives all, even me. Even you.