after reading ayn rand I became a hard core atheist, growing up around a lot of religious people who didn't act religious certainly influenced this but it's still my decision

came back to religion after some opening myself up to getting stabbed and the back and was (much like trump), then I did something I shouldn't have done and tested god (if x happens then I'll believe) and well here I am. I'll admit jordan peterson helped me a long this route because he helped me understand people