Same here... I couldn’t be fully honest with my friends at the moment. They wouldn’t understand. I too feel kind of like a spy? Or double agent? Like, I’m good at playing roles as needed and pretending to be someone else. But I shouldn't have to, and don’t like to. Some of them even know I’m conservative but not to what extent. I guess I’ll let the seed grow in their mind and let them question. Can’t really force them. Hope they come to me for answers though!