I feel exactly this way too. I am still taking pleasure in life, though. Don't let them take that from you. Don't let them steal your joy. This life is a gift, the greatest gift. Don't give up hope. Nobody knows enough right now to be a pessimist. The course of world events can turn on a dime, in fact it has many times in the past. Usually those are turns for the worse. But there is no reason why we cannot see a turn for the better.

You are not alone, and this earth belongs to YOU! just as much as it does to anyone else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!