This happened to me 11 years ago. I could no longer reconcile what I saw to be true with what I was told to be true. I tried parallel tracks of studying philosophy and then also tracking reality and current events with new eyes.
Putting some building blocks in place for critical thought really helped, although taking the red pill is not all it's cracked up to be. I can be cynical and nihilist at times. My refusal to waiver to normie sensibilities has cost me countless relationships, but I just keep moving. You can't disregard the truth because some don't want to see it.
This happened to me 11 years ago. I could no longer reconcile what I saw to be true with what I was told to be true. I tried parallel tracks of studying philosophy and then also tracking reality and current events with new eyes.
Putting some building blocks in place for critical thought really helped, although taking the red pill is not all it's cracked up to be. I can be cynical and nihilist at times. My refusal to waiver to normie sensibilities has cost me countless relationships, but I just keep moving. You can't disregard the truth because some don't want to see it.
I've been lucky, red-pilled for a lot of years now. So much so that the blue-pill world is quite painful to process, it's that fucking weird to me.
I don't have a lot of friends, but at least I have a based wife :)