I get it. But ugly, hateful thoughts are for the lefties to fill the God-shaped hole within themselves.

Sometimes a break from politics/platforms is good for the soul. Go watch some church services. I personally found that helpful this past year. But the pastor I watched is based AF and relates things to current events.

I don't think you can DM on this site, but maybe there's some way to talk privately. I sense this is you calling out for help because you don't have close people around you..