I know I’ll sound like Beanie Man saying this but sometimes the most obvious answer is the right one. Goodness knows I want to cling onto any form of hope I can find but there’s hope and then there’s reality my pede. Yes, there could be a different explanation but I really feel that we need to take a breath and go with what we have - otherwise we become like them. When we will get our own ‘screaming at the sky’ meme? I hope I never see that happen. My heart is broken over this but it’s always darkest before dawn, we will rise again.