I don't know how else to put it. I'm alone, I'm scared for my life, and I don't see any glimmer of hope. I'm worried I'll end up hunted and killed, or forced into a point where I'm starving to death, or have to make a horrible decision to kill my pets rather than let them starve or freeze.
I'm really terrified.
Please pray for me and for anyone else who is feeling like this. And if you have any honest words of comfort, I could really use a few right now.
EDIT: I can't reply to everyone, so I'm putting out a blanket thank you here. I can't say it's helped any, but I really REALLY appreciate it.
Communism relies on hopelessness and despair. Do NOT give them either.
They have never tried a communist takeover at this scale and against a large swath of the populace that is actually aware of what's going on. They WILL fail.