I don't know how else to put it. I'm alone, I'm scared for my life, and I don't see any glimmer of hope. I'm worried I'll end up hunted and killed, or forced into a point where I'm starving to death, or have to make a horrible decision to kill my pets rather than let them starve or freeze.
I'm really terrified.
Please pray for me and for anyone else who is feeling like this. And if you have any honest words of comfort, I could really use a few right now.
EDIT: I can't reply to everyone, so I'm putting out a blanket thank you here. I can't say it's helped any, but I really REALLY appreciate it.
My belief: Death is never the worst thing. The worst thing is LIVING WITHOUT HONOR.
I have found the more I speak, act and accomplish with zeal and honor, I become less and less afraid of death. I feel this is the key to LIVING A GREAT LIFE! (My sense is this is how Donald Trump thinks).