posted ago by Smol_Gobbo
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I’ve been more demoralized and crushed today, for a myriad of reasons. Past mistakes coming back to haunt me, all my old friends abandoning me, and it really does seem like old sniffy is gonna be in the white house. I seriously considered just offing myself.
What got me through it, inspired by some schlocky anime I was watching, was that no one ever protected anything by giving up. We’re not alone, we’ve got each other and there are millions of us. No matter what, we’ll figure something out and get through this.
I’ve been more demoralized and crushed today, for a myriad of reasons. Past mistakes coming back to haunt me, all my old friends abandoning me, and it really does seem like old sniffy is gonna be in the white house. I seriously considered just offing myself.
What got me through it, inspired by some schlocky anime I was watching, was that no one ever protected anything by giving up. We’re not alone, we’ve got each other and there are millions of us. No matter what, we’ll figure something out and get through this.
This is the biggest opportunity of your life, the redpolls have massive the last four years. This is the time to turn and do something. Run for office, make a difference, learn a tech skill to help the right.
I definitely intend to try. I’m not much of a speaker or a techy guy, but I won’t stand idly by and let pinkos ruin everything my forefathers fought so hard for.
Understand that the enemy is intentionally trying to demoralize you. They want you to feel as if it is all lost and they want you to give up. THAT is what all this shit is all about. Your very existance is an affront to them and they want you and all of us either dead or on our knees in submission. They can not beat us with ideas. They can not defeat us on the battlefield. The only way we can lose is if we give up. Hold fast Pede, stand with us. We are a battered bunch of bastards but we are still here. Keep fighting with us, we need everyone.
Thanks for posting that. Really needed to hear it.
I'm really sorry you are struggling so hard, but as someone who lost someone very close to me to suicide, please please don't. It's been 3 years, and it still haunts me and makes me sick to think about. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I've been very low in my own life, but one thing I've learned is that things are always changing. Everything in life is temporary. There are always ways and opportunities for things to get better. And I don't know what your religious beliefs are, but I promise you God loves you and has a plan for your life.
I know things look dark right now in our country. Believe me I'm hopping up and down between hopium and doom. But at the end of the day, we all have each other. We have God, and there is always hope. Please message me if you ever need to talk. I just can't stand to have someone hurt themselves ever ever again if there is ever anything I can do to stop it. I just want you to know that I care about you and your life, and you are not alone. Please don't hesitate to reach out.
Lord,
I come to you tonight to pray for Smol_Gobbo. Lord, in Psalms you have promised to be near to the brokenhearted and to save those that are crushed in spirit. I pray that you let Smol feel all of your love and comfort. Please give my new friend blessing over his/her life. Help Smol to see that You have a plan and a purpose for his/her life. Please give Smol strength and courage to make it through this hard time. I thank you for Smol, and I thank you for allowing me to have the opportunity to send this message to him/her. I love you Lord and I thank You for everything You have done in my life. It's in Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
Pretty doomy on here ngl. I'm going to save my REEEEs till the 20th, though. My gut says something is really off and shit might go down but idk. Stay safe man
Just relax. The communist system will eventually fail, it always does. And then comes the time where you are needed to build the country back up with your fellow patriots.
Then learn to direct that anger to building something beautiful
Trump will lose everything.. and his family will NEVER be safe.. like the Kennedy's this is do or die for him... so I can sleep knowing he is doing EVERYTHING he can.. and has to.. I feel like it will be good. My gut has always said he is going to win.. and oddly 12 years of being president kept popping in my mind.. which is a little odd but hey.. I'll take it if it happens.. IDK how.. but shoot at least 4 more years and arrests. .. clean house. He has to or it's all lost.
Lots of this garbage on here lately. Man up... the pendulum swings but it always returns to center. The older you are the more you’ve seen the swings in this country.
Half the reason we’re having these issues is that dems honestly believe we’re insane nazis. Don’t make the mistake of thinking they’re all crazy communists.
We should definitely fight against their ideas but don’t confuse that with your reality changing. Go outside, talk to friends and neighbors. Work your job and enjoy life.
Your country needs you, friend. Our time will come again.
Well OP it is also important to remember that you are not the voice/thoughts inside of your head and that whether you like it or not, you CAN be wrong. If you go through your life thinking you're always correct, when you feel down/suicidial you are less likely to challenge them because 'you are never wrong so why would your emotions be wrong?'
If you consider yourself a political activist then get involved, do more. If you are someone who just goes on the internet and stays up to date (which isn't a bad thing) then take a break. Read more, write more and expand yourself. Get away from echo chambers for the time being if its having this much of a detrimental effect on your health. Go and read the classics and quite literally educate yourself.
You will feel better. But stay away from nu-literature, that shit is grotesque.
Also seriously - don't kill yourself. That's what they want and they've made it very clear.
Respect! Your doing great, keep going.
Stay strong. Best advice I can give is to live your life. When the time comes, infiltrate from a place of power and attack. We take back our country.
I need you here to protect me. Protect us. Protect all of our future children. We need you.
The world needs you, pede. That is all.
Stay connected.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9y4IAdZ8srA
i found this the other day this gave me a kick to keep going!
Anime?
Hey fren, I know how you feel. If you have the time please check out the book Feeling Great by David D. Burns. I tried a lot of different things before I found it and it has been life changing. Changed my whole view on life. Please know that we love you and you are making such a massive positive impact on the world just by being a part of this movement. When you're beating yourself up over past mistakes, remember you're not so bad. You could be a Democrat ;)
My friend, There was a time I almost died of a heart attack nearly immediately after the 2012 election. Fortunately two tylenol saved me and I didn't have any other episodes since.
Then I came across this bible verse that if you don't mind, I would like to share with you.
1 If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God.
2 Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.
3 For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God.
4 When Christ, who is our life, shall appear, then shall ye also appear with him in glory.
5 Mortify therefore your members which are upon the earth; fornication, uncleanness, inordinate affection, evil concupiscence, and covetousness, which is idolatry:
6 For which things' sake the wrath of God cometh on the children of disobedience:
7 In the which ye also walked some time, when ye lived in them.
Colossians Chapter 3:1-7 https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/Colossians-Chapter-3/
Do not resort to the permanent solution, just seek the Lord the best way you can. Forgive those that trespass you and pray for those that love you.
Also remember, to quote Catholic podcaster Jesse Romero: "In heaven there are no politics, because in heaven there are no politicians".
Revolution.
Or get squashed by the boot.
Sorry but Covid1984 is now a permanent tool of the communists to fuck with us as they desire.
If you have money, you should move to states where no Covid restriction, Florida or Texas or South Dakota. If not, get a job, and save money to move. Moving is not to escape, but just places that limit stores/restaurants to open are not a good place to be. If you have a car, you should totally do food delivering every day for 30 days or so. You can literally make more than $100 a day by just simply working correct times of the day (lunch time, and dinner time).
Trust the military. It's coming. They are in place, thanks to libtards.