Im trying. Last stop before loneliness and misery. Once the job is done I’ll be back home. Then I’ll have chores and more bills. Ugh. Lol. I’m okay. I complain too much. I made this myself. I can’t blame anyone and nobody else can take credit either. I have a lot and nobody to share it with. I’m very close to paying it all off. Then, I can go back to buying friends if I want. That was always easy. I think I’ll try to do things differently. Might have the time to even. I’m so close. Couple more runs, man. Maybe 3. Debt free. Then a few more so I don’t have to sell my soul. Wouldn’t that be nice? To own myself again? Never be a slave to bills or debt?
Damn right, that'll be nice. Pay it off, get some more for a cushion, but instead of buying friends maybe just take a breather. No new purchases, no self-imposed stress, no useless people who don't add value to your life. Trust me dude, I can relate. Sometimes allowing yourself to break free from the usual script will help bring your latest chapter to a close. Taking some time for yourself will let the past bs fade and new ideas about the next chapter to start forming. Debts and people may come and go but your soul is eternal. Just my two cents. Also, remember that we are a community. Reach out if you need us. You've got this, brother!!
Im trying. Last stop before loneliness and misery. Once the job is done I’ll be back home. Then I’ll have chores and more bills. Ugh. Lol. I’m okay. I complain too much. I made this myself. I can’t blame anyone and nobody else can take credit either. I have a lot and nobody to share it with. I’m very close to paying it all off. Then, I can go back to buying friends if I want. That was always easy. I think I’ll try to do things differently. Might have the time to even. I’m so close. Couple more runs, man. Maybe 3. Debt free. Then a few more so I don’t have to sell my soul. Wouldn’t that be nice? To own myself again? Never be a slave to bills or debt?
Damn right, that'll be nice. Pay it off, get some more for a cushion, but instead of buying friends maybe just take a breather. No new purchases, no self-imposed stress, no useless people who don't add value to your life. Trust me dude, I can relate. Sometimes allowing yourself to break free from the usual script will help bring your latest chapter to a close. Taking some time for yourself will let the past bs fade and new ideas about the next chapter to start forming. Debts and people may come and go but your soul is eternal. Just my two cents. Also, remember that we are a community. Reach out if you need us. You've got this, brother!!