Damn right, that'll be nice. Pay it off, get some more for a cushion, but instead of buying friends maybe just take a breather. No new purchases, no self-imposed stress, no useless people who don't add value to your life. Trust me dude, I can relate. Sometimes allowing yourself to break free from the usual script will help bring your latest chapter to a close. Taking some time for yourself will let the past bs fade and new ideas about the next chapter to start forming. Debts and people may come and go but your soul is eternal. Just my two cents. Also, remember that we are a community. Reach out if you need us. You've got this, brother!!