The grim reality of everything going on and the current state of our country is really getting to me.
Conservatives and Republicans have been reduced to a handful of platforms to share their grievances and concerns about pretty much everything. Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat, etc. all feel so pointless. I feel like I have no voice, my "friends" openly mock Republicans, Conservatives, and "Trumpers." What I thought were once kind, decent people are openly mocking, censoring, and even in some situations, calling for the death of Trump supporters. This is so depressing. How did we let it get to this?
I, and millions of others weren't even in DC on the 6th yet we're all feeling the same persecution, demonization, and censorship from those on the other side of the aisle. They talk about healing and unification then call their opponents Nazis and Supremacists. It's all so discouraging and has truly been a test of faith.
My self-esteem and confidence have never been so low. I suffer from severe agoraphobia and PTSD and these past few months have made it harder and harder to re-enter society. On top of already dealing with familial and financial issues as I try to navigate through this hellscape we call the world now, it makes me want to cry to see the way some of my friends have treated some people just for modestly supporting Trump. I feel as if I no longer have a place in the world, where my "friends" look at me like I'm a racist or a Nazi or whatever buzzword they feel like using. For the record, I don't even share political stuff on social media all too much, it's just discouraging seeing people who you thought were your friends demonize millions of people over political differences.
It's just so depressing seeing the direction the world is going and low people are willing to go because of their hatred for Trump. I've never seen anything like it as a 20-something person in my life, but I really don't want anything to do with it anymore. We live in a sick world full of sick people and I want off this sick, sick merry-go-round.
1 - these are NOT real friends 2 - you are in the right but shit is BAD , so keep your eyes and ears open don't divulge too much and stay locked and loaded 3 - you are NOT alone, there are millions of us going through the exact same shit. 4 - you're so called friends are likely never to wake up , this is due to severe brainwashing and indoctrination from media that they choose to be comfortable with 5 - if/when they do wake up , they will expect people like us to bail them out ......fuck them 6 - You have as much value as anyone and like weather , the dark days will not last forever , keep yourself safe and put on an act to get through what is necessary [ i have done this for years in a shit job ] , do NOT allow these assholes to snuff you out spiritually 7 - take time to enjoy music comedy and do some reading and learning of history and you will see this shit has happened countless times before 8 - good luck and keep in touch with the pedes here they will cheer you up whatever is happening out there in clownworld