I've had quite a few profound experiences on both acid and mushrooms, but usually the profundity of it is enough to suit me for several years at least. I couldn't imagine being blasted off on DMT or molly or whatever all of the time. I honestly don't know how you'd hold a center, even micro dosing.
I’ve been microdosing ketamine, acid, shrooms, and sometimes Mdma for well over a year straight. Near daily. It’s been by far the most productive and best year of my life.
Not trying to suck my own dick but this is true- when businesses all around me were closing down I was growing. And hiring. I was frustrated for awhile bc I couldn’t get enough people working for me during the height of the hysteria to keep up bc they wanted to stay home and not work and collect unemployment. And I pay well. 🤦♂️
Even now most weeks I’m short handed. In an average week I need 10-11 shifts and i can only get my team to work about 8.
Rigjt now one of my girls is supposed to be here but her boyfriend apparently surprised her with plans for their 2nd anniversary. I didn’t realize people celebrated “anniversaries” for dating but whatever. I went to the hardware store for supplies instead.
Side note- the hardware store is always an interesting place to be if I accidentally take a bit too much of a psychotropic lol
Why do you feel the need to never be sober? Is your sober self not productive? Do you not care for yourself when sober? Are possibly you weak when you’re sober?
Do you find yourself and life simply bland when sober? These are some important questions you should ask yourself pede.
Just curious as to the reason to he consistently under the influence, even if at a “micro” level.
I like being sober too. Sobriety is not some sacred state of being. That’s essentially just the naturalistic fallacy.
And I like myself. A lot actually.
I have asked myself these questions. The longest stretch I’ve been sober as an adult was when I got railroaded out of dental school in the final semester and lost ‘everything.’ I spent like 8 weeks ? (who knows) in bed. Too numb to even get high. Or kill myself. Was a living corpse.
Decided I was done groveling to the system and depending on their permission to work and was going to live on my own terms. And I have.
The dark cloud of depression and anxiety that loomed over me thoughout my 20s is gone. I don’t dread each day any longer. I only set an alarm maybe once a month now. I don’t have to bc I wake up each early morning naturally with a purpose.
I’ve got 5 people working for me and shit to do. And I prefer to do that high. Not too high tho bc then it comes inhibitory. It’s a balance.
I've had quite a few profound experiences on both acid and mushrooms, but usually the profundity of it is enough to suit me for several years at least. I couldn't imagine being blasted off on DMT or molly or whatever all of the time. I honestly don't know how you'd hold a center, even micro dosing.
I’ve been microdosing ketamine, acid, shrooms, and sometimes Mdma for well over a year straight. Near daily. It’s been by far the most productive and best year of my life.
Not trying to suck my own dick but this is true- when businesses all around me were closing down I was growing. And hiring. I was frustrated for awhile bc I couldn’t get enough people working for me during the height of the hysteria to keep up bc they wanted to stay home and not work and collect unemployment. And I pay well. 🤦♂️
Even now most weeks I’m short handed. In an average week I need 10-11 shifts and i can only get my team to work about 8.
Rigjt now one of my girls is supposed to be here but her boyfriend apparently surprised her with plans for their 2nd anniversary. I didn’t realize people celebrated “anniversaries” for dating but whatever. I went to the hardware store for supplies instead.
Side note- the hardware store is always an interesting place to be if I accidentally take a bit too much of a psychotropic lol
Why do you feel the need to never be sober? Is your sober self not productive? Do you not care for yourself when sober? Are possibly you weak when you’re sober?
Do you find yourself and life simply bland when sober? These are some important questions you should ask yourself pede.
Just curious as to the reason to he consistently under the influence, even if at a “micro” level.
Interesting if nothing else.
I like being sober too. Sobriety is not some sacred state of being. That’s essentially just the naturalistic fallacy.
And I like myself. A lot actually.
I have asked myself these questions. The longest stretch I’ve been sober as an adult was when I got railroaded out of dental school in the final semester and lost ‘everything.’ I spent like 8 weeks ? (who knows) in bed. Too numb to even get high. Or kill myself. Was a living corpse.
Decided I was done groveling to the system and depending on their permission to work and was going to live on my own terms. And I have.
The dark cloud of depression and anxiety that loomed over me thoughout my 20s is gone. I don’t dread each day any longer. I only set an alarm maybe once a month now. I don’t have to bc I wake up each early morning naturally with a purpose.
I’ve got 5 people working for me and shit to do. And I prefer to do that high. Not too high tho bc then it comes inhibitory. It’s a balance.