I am very sad along with you and understand. I still miss my Jack Russell who we had to put down at 10 ½ due to a bad illness. She was the best dog and I miss her since 2015. People get another dog to get over the sadness of losing one but I won't do that again because I can't see any would be as good as her and don't want to suffer this pain again. Again, I am very sorry that at this time but she is out of her pain and she served and loved you perfectly!