I feel uncomfortable (shaky) around police just growing up among criminals and barely escaping that career path. I take this seriously. It's not something you can easily explain but if you've been close to that world it is a real thing, people in uniform if you don't know why they're here are terrifying.

I can't even imagine what it's like for him. Every time he sees someone in uniform it probably pops into his head are they head to arrest me.