I'm here calling for murder and bloody massacre and war, and I just wish I still had my sense of idealism.

I am disgusted at the world, and it's times like this where I wish Jesus didn't come. I wish God just flooded us all and was done with it.

I don't want this sorrow and darkness in my heart, and I don't know what else to do.

Nobody outside of the dotwin bubble understands. I can't talk about it with normies. They just don't understand any of it. Perfectly content to sit there watching their fucking pedo Disney movies as the world burns.

I guess there's enough of a spark of hope here to ask you all humbly to pray for me.

Please pray to heal my heart. Please pray to give me courage and wisdom. Please pray to remove this evil from my heart.

I need hope, and right now I have none.