I hope you get some brother. You're in a tough situation, more I think than a lot of us. Just make sure you have a good idea of how far you're willing to go if you're expected to follow some potentially questionable orders depending on your MOS.

I'd also stop posting here immediately. If Biden doesn't trust the NG seems reasonable he'll look at active duty in the future. Sure as hell wouldn't want my CO thinking I'm a goddamn terrorist because our "president" doesn't like our peaceful conflict of ideology.