Not going with the system is just ruining me even more, but I couldn't go with it anymore. outed myself, lost many friends, relatives and job.Family illness on top. Lowest, darkest point ever. tell me some idea, anything, please. I have no ideas anymore.
maybe a crypto with potential to put my last $400 into
What state are you in? You might want to consider moving. I hear unemployment in South Dakota is really low.
that won't help. Too many problems at once. Immobility of suddenly sick parents, Everything is a dead end. I have to clear my mind to even be able to think. Shit hit the fan.