It's simple. She worked in Hollywood as a child so that means she was used as a sex toy. That's just what they do. And is now constantly flailing about for someway to deal with having been a sex victim. A way that doesn't acknowledge it was the very same people that fucked ger as a child that's she's now desperately trying to impress for a job.

Hollywood consumes children, body and soul. This mentally ill woman is just one more example