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posted ago by Sun_Tzu ago by Sun_Tzu +181 / -0

Hello frens and patriots. I am a man of God, but not so much the church. Unfortunately, this makes it difficult if I am need of prayers. Thankfully I know patriots.win is full of brother/sisters in Christ. I would selfishly ask if you could pray for me pedes. I am having some potential/perceived heart issues, which is fueling some mental health issues, which is creating a cycle of perceived further heart issues sending me down a cycle of feeling hopeless. I am not in a great place.

Don't worry, I don't feel like giving up or anything, but I acknowledge that I am currently powerless against this. I know logically that there is always hope though, so I ask if a few pedes wouldn't mind digitally gathering in here in Jesus name to send a prayer on my behalf. I don't like asking for self prayers, but I believe God is the only way to overcome this.

I don't fear for myself so much, but rather for those that rely on me to be strong and perform. When this stuff hits me I am useless, and it takes me out for a bit. I need to be functional for those I love and care for (Friends/Family/Employees). I am hoping this makes it less selfish.

VA has not been so helpful, but God has been!

Thanks you frens, God bless!

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falsesongofglobalism 5 points ago +5 / -0

Seems like a lot of people are suffering heart issues this year...I myself had an accident that disabled me and left me with POTs...

Steven Crowder has some heart condition now , too. Not sure if he elaborated as to what the diagnosis is.

Do you know what issues you are experiencing?

Prayers incoming my friend.

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Sun_Tzu [S] 3 points ago +3 / -0

Prayers back at you for your POT's fren! I am active, but my blood pressure keeps climbing and I get bouts of shortness of breath. I have also been walloped with GERD. I admittedly suffer from Panic Attacks that started during my time in the military. I've gone in for my heart a few times over the years and they always just attribute it to anxiety and GERD (which is probably the case) as nothing shows on the EKG, it's just been worsening and sometimes it take me out. The doctor finally showed concern yesterday at my BP and noticed PVCs when listening to my heart. He said it's benign, but wants to follow up. I don't drink often, don't smoke, eat healthy, limit caffeine and am athletic. I am not even middle aged, and am already in hypertension stages fueled most likely by extreme anxiety issues I can't shake.

I wish I could be like my old school dad who went through all this shit, but acted like it was NBD. Tough SOB. I know God can grant me victory though, and if not I must always try and remember the thorn in Paul's side and accept there is reason.