Hello frens and patriots. I am a man of God, but not so much the church. Unfortunately, this makes it difficult if I am need of prayers. Thankfully I know patriots.win is full of brother/sisters in Christ. I would selfishly ask if you could pray for me pedes. I am having some potential/perceived heart issues, which is fueling some mental health issues, which is creating a cycle of perceived further heart issues sending me down a cycle of feeling hopeless. I am not in a great place.
Don't worry, I don't feel like giving up or anything, but I acknowledge that I am currently powerless against this. I know logically that there is always hope though, so I ask if a few pedes wouldn't mind digitally gathering in here in Jesus name to send a prayer on my behalf. I don't like asking for self prayers, but I believe God is the only way to overcome this.
I don't fear for myself so much, but rather for those that rely on me to be strong and perform. When this stuff hits me I am useless, and it takes me out for a bit. I need to be functional for those I love and care for (Friends/Family/Employees). I am hoping this makes it less selfish.
VA has not been so helpful, but God has been!
Thanks you frens, God bless!
Thank you so much! this is very comforting. God is amazing. I am praying for you as well fren. I too am stuck in the VA system. I finally was getting the care I needed, then they just cancelled my provider and never called me back. I literally had a tele-appointment scheduled last week to get a new provider...crickets no call. Very frustrating.
Never worry about reaching out, when you do, whether its privately or in public forum style, know it to yourself, there are others who are reading and are also quietly suffering and don;t have your bravery to reach out and even type things.. you givw them that bravery. I am serious man. As for your prayer for me, I truely appreciate them back Sun. I need them to be strong for my wife and kids, I no longer have the physical abilities I had, but keep hope I can get back as close as possible, if its God's will and my determination is strong enough. The VA is hard enough to deal with even pre China Virus, now its extra difficult. There is the possibilty of choosing civilian care if you want, its a little messy, but you do have that right if you want and the VA will provide it. You'll have to ask youre VA medical center local to you becasue I think its slightly different from area to area, but basically we all have the ability to choose now. Especially if the appointments are too far out. A third party place is put to help schedule everything.