That's THE start. I grew up in the faith, but over my earlier 20s had a real rough time growing. (Drinking, sex and chasing money wasn't as fun as I thought it would be)
All that matters is that you're here. As we all are with God. I'm rebuilding everything I know about God from the ground. But what is most fulfilling is knowing he's always in the room with me. I'm never truly "alone" ever again unless I push him out of my thoughts. I always struggled "hearing" him. But now I just say, ok God. I'm listening, what can I learn? I would like your wisdom. And he's yet to leave me empty handed. Though frequently my ego hates what conclusions he's making me draw.
That's THE start. I grew up in the faith, but over my earlier 20s had a real rough time growing. (Drinking, sex and chasing money wasn't as fun as I thought it would be)
All that matters is that you're here. As we all are with God. I'm rebuilding everything I know about God from the ground. But what is most fulfilling is knowing he's always in the room with me. I'm never truly "alone" ever again unless I push him out of my thoughts. I always struggled "hearing" him. But now I just say, ok God. I'm listening, what can I learn? I would like your wisdom. And he's yet to leave me empty handed. Though frequently my ego hates what conclusions he's making me draw.
I wish you the best!
Thank you, brother.