Yesterday in the midst of my confusion on what to do about all of this in my current situation, I made a post and received amazing words and advice. Today instead of waking up and immediately browsing patriots.win and dooming about my situation, I was compelled to start my day with some push-ups and search for a nearby church with great sermons... I searched for over an hour until I found a recording of an older and seemingly honest man who truly resonated with me, and in the middle of the sermon he said (on the election):

"If you don't believe in the rotation of the wheels and God's control of all events, you'll lose your soul. If you try to understand it all, you'll lose your mind... We must pray for kings and those in authority, that they may see the truth, for God has placed them there." He went on later to say exactly what Trump said, to have a good life, live our best life. We must always be seeking truth and not live in fear, and pray for the same for others.

I'm not sure where I'll end up, but I think I'll try to find a good amount of land, learn to raise food and maybe it will end up being a safe haven for others, who knows. At least my family will have somewhere secure to go, in the event that the economy ever causes them to struggle. I'll push my physical fitness to the extreme just to see the wonders of what my body is capable of. I'll regularly call my representatives and do my best to help them see the truth and pray that they have the strength to do what they know is right, without fear. And I'll absolutely go to that church and thank the man I watched this morning, and keep going regularly. Maybe my boyfriend will even go with me, who knows.

Thanks again for existing, so happy that I found this place. Good luck to all of you.