I pray you find God. He is everywhere when you look for Him. Pray and ask Him to open your eyes and ask Him into your heart. He wants to be closer to you. Seek Him and you will find Him. God Bless you.
Also, being agnostic doesn't necessary preclude you from understanding the power of what you, in fact, have acknowledged that you don't know. There may not be an all knowing powerful god but you got to see that the aether seems to flow in ways that certainly doesn't seem random.
I’m an agnostic individual. I can see what’s happening because my IQ is higher than 80.
I pray you find God. He is everywhere when you look for Him. Pray and ask Him to open your eyes and ask Him into your heart. He wants to be closer to you. Seek Him and you will find Him. God Bless you.
Also, being agnostic doesn't necessary preclude you from understanding the power of what you, in fact, have acknowledged that you don't know. There may not be an all knowing powerful god but you got to see that the aether seems to flow in ways that certainly doesn't seem random.