The black pill is consuming me. America is dying before our eyes under tyranny and no one is stopping it. These snakes in DC are LYING and committing treason and yet they still live and breathe. I have fought with my father because he lies and repeats MSM propaganda and wont back down. My 90 year old grandfather was put in a nursing home in NYC and I can't visit him and his was given the COVID shot. My whole family and friends are liberals and are doubling down on their stupidity. Everywhere I go is woke horseshit, muh diversity, whites are bad, blacks are oppressed. Im a black woman and im invalidated because I refuse to be a victim. I'm trying to date and its all cucks and soy boys that insult me because im a patriot.
I just came home from grocery shopping and its nothing but unwashed, undocumented immigrants bringing their shitty 3rd world customs and trash to normal places. They are rude, leech off the system, babies in tow, using food stamps, treat me like shit because im black and they wont assimilate to our culture. Can't go a minute without hearing them yammering in some bullshit language on speaker phone.
Even though I am recovering from a Bone marrow transplant I have stopped wearing a mask and am ready to fight anyone that wants to question me on it. Incompetency is the new normal. Laziness is celebrated. Everyone around me, except for my doctors and nurses are complete idiots, truly low IQ. I can't even get a phone call back to let me know what time my biopsy is on Monday. What happened to professionalism?
I'm 40 years old and I feel hopeless. I have never felt like this, not even when I found out I had cancer. I try to stay optimistic but its hard when living in NYC and under tyranny, both local and federal. It's a fucking clown world and I have no one I can sit with IN PERSON and talk about this. My therapist is a Bernie bro and I can tell he checks out when I express my valid concerns about how I am treated. I have to stay silenced.
At times I wish i wasn't so strong and so optimistic about the future and humanity. I wish I was given a terminal diagnosis with nothing to lose, I would start enacting vengeance (in Minecraft, fuck you FBI).
Maybe this vent will help. Hopefully some of you have some hopium for me. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Thanks for listening.
Hey man, I'm a white male and I wouldn't want to fuck with cancer. Give her some credit, she lives under Deblasio for fucks sake. Poor girl.
She's basically the most pandered-to demographic in society.
Im pandered to until they find out im not a victim or believe their nonsense. Then I'm called a coon, disgrace, sell out, uncle tom. Ive been spit on, sneered at, followed because I wear a MAGA hat. I've had white people tell me I shouldn't be alive.
I deal with an absurd amount of hate because I won't submit. It was always insulting to me that people thought I couldn't do better because of the color of my skin. Back in the 00's i remember many people would talk to me on the phone and then say "Oh, i wasn't expecting you". At first I was mad but then i understood why. I try to tell black people that your behavior is why you are treated the way you are. But Im a coon.
Because of my skin color, EVERYONE assumes I support BLM, Xiden, hate white people and am oppressed. I can't take an Uber or go to the doctor without someone talking about this shyte and thinking im in agreement.
One of the white nurses I had while in patient had a huge BLM sticker on her badge. WTF?!? I was afraid to speak up because my life was in their hands.
I had my american flag in my hospital room and I spoke about honesty and hard work, dropped red pills to nurses here and there. They all liked me. But I dare not mention President Trump because TDS would show.
On bumble I had a white liberal man call me a Nazi after I told him how people treat just because I support the president.
I understand what it feels like to be a white male. I think its horrible that WM and patriots are treated this way. That is one of the reasons its so disheartening. I believe in love and tolerance. We don't have to agree on everything but the unmitigated hatred and violence towards us is disheartening.
Wow. So sorry you have had to experience all that. You are certainly a person of courage and conviction. Yet, it can still be overwhelming and so discouraging. God, I pray for Wholelottarosie1776 that you will grace her with your supernatural peace and strength. May she be encouraged by Your love and the love of neighbors and new friends when she is discouraged. May You bring others into her life that she can honestly and openly share her heart with and find friendship and community. I trust you will give her healing from cancer and rejuvenation of body and spirit. God, please restore her relationships with family and help them to love amd accept her even if they disagree with her. May you also open their eyes to truth and bring them out of the dispare and deception and servitude that their false worldview produces. Lift her family to your grace and the truth of your creation and the truths of how to live in this world free from the bonds put on them by others. Please lift her from depression to joy, from frustration to peace, and from loneliness to community. Continue to give her a strong sense of what is right and true and the courage to live by those convictions and by Your love and mercy. May Jesus Christ be her strength and shield and truest friend. I am grateful for strong women and men like her and am thankful for her example of living courageously. May we emulate her by God's grace as she emulates Jesus. Please grant our country a reprieve from evil and a resurgence of truth. Let us trust You and act accordingly with humility and determination. I pray this in the name of Jesus, my Lord.
Yeah dude,
But everyone still has their own unique lives. I'm a White Guy with White sons, so believe me when I tell you that I lie awake at night worried what kinda world they are gonna have to fight their way through every day as men. But I also live in a nice red community in the countryside, have plenty in savings, a smokeshow for a wife, and am very healthy. I wouldn't wanna trade places with her for anything.
Because cancer is no fucking joke, living under Deblasio is no fucking joke, and being the only sane one in your family and for the most part, city is no fucking joke. Everyone has their struggles and her personal ones sound pretty fucking shitty. So stop shitting on our own teammates cause I'm fairly certain she isn't the one to blame for the constant leftwing pandering going on. She's looking for those of us who aren't degenerates to help her keep the faith.