The black pill is consuming me. America is dying before our eyes under tyranny and no one is stopping it. These snakes in DC are LYING and committing treason and yet they still live and breathe. I have fought with my father because he lies and repeats MSM propaganda and wont back down. My 90 year old grandfather was put in a nursing home in NYC and I can't visit him and his was given the COVID shot. My whole family and friends are liberals and are doubling down on their stupidity. Everywhere I go is woke horseshit, muh diversity, whites are bad, blacks are oppressed. Im a black woman and im invalidated because I refuse to be a victim. I'm trying to date and its all cucks and soy boys that insult me because im a patriot.

I just came home from grocery shopping and its nothing but unwashed, undocumented immigrants bringing their shitty 3rd world customs and trash to normal places. They are rude, leech off the system, babies in tow, using food stamps, treat me like shit because im black and they wont assimilate to our culture. Can't go a minute without hearing them yammering in some bullshit language on speaker phone.

Even though I am recovering from a Bone marrow transplant I have stopped wearing a mask and am ready to fight anyone that wants to question me on it. Incompetency is the new normal. Laziness is celebrated. Everyone around me, except for my doctors and nurses are complete idiots, truly low IQ. I can't even get a phone call back to let me know what time my biopsy is on Monday. What happened to professionalism?

I'm 40 years old and I feel hopeless. I have never felt like this, not even when I found out I had cancer. I try to stay optimistic but its hard when living in NYC and under tyranny, both local and federal. It's a fucking clown world and I have no one I can sit with IN PERSON and talk about this. My therapist is a Bernie bro and I can tell he checks out when I express my valid concerns about how I am treated. I have to stay silenced.

At times I wish i wasn't so strong and so optimistic about the future and humanity. I wish I was given a terminal diagnosis with nothing to lose, I would start enacting vengeance (in Minecraft, fuck you FBI).

Maybe this vent will help. Hopefully some of you have some hopium for me. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Thanks for listening.