Got myself extremely hyped up to go on a date with a girl I met who was exactly my type (yes she supports Trump) and seemingly out of my league. Everything seemed to be going very well, she was texting me constantly and trying to make plans with me after I first asked if she wanted to go out.
Then we went on what I thought was a “date” but perhaps wasn’t. After we were done eating she said she was going home about 10 min later.
I don’t know what went wrong and I guess it doesn’t really matter now. But I really feel like shit and idk what to do. My job makes me stressed and sometimes I think about destroying my career rather than showing up for work on Monday. The election has been destroying my positive mindset in every way imaginable. I was so happy when I thought I might be building a relationship with a girl who I felt was a perfect fit for me and thought things might be turning around. Now I feel much worse than before I met her... even feeling worse than when Trump lost the election.
I know this is a bit pathetic but I really don’t know what else to do but ask for advice here. I appreciate any advice you can give me for dealing with this situation. PS no Hillary, I am not suicidal.
You have two problems: "Got myself extremely hyped up to go on a date" means you got ahead of yourself. It happens. The problem, if any, is not your looks or your manner. She saw you and talked to you before you went out. Not all dates pan out. It hurts, and you're feeling awful, but your mind is exaggerating. Allow yourself to cool off.
You aren't meeting enough women. This is key. But there's a new way to do that, which will help with "the election is getting me down" part. Go here: https://theprecinctproject.wordpress.com/, watch this: https://rumble.com/vdmgkl-dan-schultz-on-taking-over-the-gop.html
With something new to do, that involves people compatible with you, and a good cause, your mind will be at ease, and you might feel energized because you are doing something positive.
In case you didn't know, everybody is getting a little fat and stir crazy as a side effect of the covid weirdness. It's time to do something different.