I can't tell you how much I appreciate your run down of what you went through. I've just been saying, "I don't know what to do", because I don't. I don't know what to do to make time go by faster, what to do to help me feel better, when I'll be able to move her things, how long I'm going to feel like this, what it's going to be like a day/week/month/yr from today, if I should distract myself or wallow in it... I just don't know what to do. I am so thankful to know what you experienced. I feel less like I'm supposed to be figuring out what in the hell to do & that all of this is just part of it.