Hey, you DO have motivation! You DID post this, after all.
I know that feeling.
It looks to me that you made this list subconsciously knowing what you need to do.
You need to go outside, workout, clean up.
Try to take it one thing at a time, and do the things you actually can control.
For me, the first thing I try to do when I realize I'm really down, is trim my beard or shave and get a haircut. This is always a step in the right direction. So shower, shave, trim, brush your teeth, etc.
After the personal cleaning, its time to clean your personal space. Pick up your room. Start with the floor. Now the bathroom. Just start picking up things and putting them away or in the trash. If you are done with this, organize some things you have (like a drawer, or create more organization within a bin or cabinet).
Take a walk if the weather permits. Soak in some nice sun and fresh air if you can.
As far as being angry and hating everyone, this is something I battle nonstop. I get pretty annoyed with how stupid everybody can be. I have to remind myself that they are just bots. I have been recently reunited with Christ, and this has helped me remain every positive throughout these times. May sound dumb, I realize, but just being thankful to my creator gives me so much happiness throughout the day. Take the time to step back and think about what all of this is. All of this beyond our bullshit struggle. Life and reality are special. We get to experience. Being thankful to Jesus has changed my outlook.
Best of luck to you. Sorry if that seemed preachy at all at the end there. Just remember, this will not be forever. This reality is a learning stage. Stay positive and thankful, and you'll get through it :)
Hey, you DO have motivation! You DID post this, after all.
I know that feeling.
It looks to me that you made this list subconsciously knowing what you need to do.
You need to go outside, workout, clean up. Try to take it one thing at a time, and do the things you actually can control.
For me, the first thing I try to do when I realize I'm really down, is trim my beard or shave and get a haircut. This is always a step in the right direction. So shower, shave, trim, brush your teeth, etc.
After the personal cleaning, its time to clean your personal space. Pick up your room. Start with the floor. Now the bathroom. Just start picking up things and putting them away or in the trash. If you are done with this, organize some things you have (like a drawer, or create more organization within a bin or cabinet).
Take a walk if the weather permits. Soak in some nice sun and fresh air if you can.
As far as being angry and hating everyone, this is something I battle nonstop. I get pretty annoyed with how stupid everybody can be. I have to remind myself that they are just bots. I have been recently reunited with Christ, and this has helped me remain every positive throughout these times. May sound dumb, I realize, but just being thankful to my creator gives me so much happiness throughout the day. Take the time to step back and think about what all of this is. All of this beyond our bullshit struggle. Life and reality are special. We get to experience. Being thankful to Jesus has changed my outlook.
Best of luck to you. Sorry if that seemed preachy at all at the end there. Just remember, this will not be forever. This reality is a learning stage. Stay positive and thankful, and you'll get through it :)
Don’t worry, I believe in Jesus too
Do you though?
If you did you would not be so hopeless
have faith!!!!