Never done any farm work in my life, but honestly, sounds a hell of a lot better than what I currently am doing.
I am planning on dropping out of college, I mentally can’t take all this shit anymore. I am really unhappy. I just want to go some place where I can breath, get in shape, and do something tough but simple.
I don’t know, maybe I am being rash, but I just am so damn unhappy and no amount of therapy seems to really help.
Not even sure why I am posting this on here. I guess I feel a lot more comfortable saying my thoughts and being authentic when no one knows or can judge me.
I really am losing any sense of care anymore. The masks, the politics, the liberals never leaving anything alone, clown world, I want to check out and stop thinking. Clear my mind if you will.
I honestly don’t even know why I am at college anymore. I wanted to learn how to make video games. Now I know how to and I am learning more on my own than in classes.
Same thing with economics, I am learning more reading Thomas Sowell than I am in classes.
Why am I going through the middle man, for a piece of paper that says that I can do something, why don’t I just do it?
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Talk to Bill Gates. He's been on a farmland buying spree.
Grew up on the farm (hated it), but am dying to go back now.
Head to South Dakota.
Sounds like you need a dose of freedom. Don't burn the college bridge to cinders on the way out. Just in case.
Maybe a better college will be the answer.
Or, try volunteer opportunities, occupation counseling, internships, part time gigs, freelance work. Find your way to peace. We all know you will win. We're winners here, after all.