Never done any farm work in my life, but honestly, sounds a hell of a lot better than what I currently am doing.
I am planning on dropping out of college, I mentally can’t take all this shit anymore. I am really unhappy. I just want to go some place where I can breath, get in shape, and do something tough but simple.
I don’t know, maybe I am being rash, but I just am so damn unhappy and no amount of therapy seems to really help.
Sounds like you need a dose of freedom. Don't burn the college bridge to cinders on the way out. Just in case.
Maybe a better college will be the answer.
Or, try volunteer opportunities, occupation counseling, internships, part time gigs, freelance work. Find your way to peace. We all know you will win. We're winners here, after all.