Never done any farm work in my life, but honestly, sounds a hell of a lot better than what I currently am doing.
I am planning on dropping out of college, I mentally can’t take all this shit anymore. I am really unhappy. I just want to go some place where I can breath, get in shape, and do something tough but simple.
I don’t know, maybe I am being rash, but I just am so damn unhappy and no amount of therapy seems to really help.
Not even sure why I am posting this on here. I guess I feel a lot more comfortable saying my thoughts and being authentic when no one knows or can judge me.
I really am losing any sense of care anymore. The masks, the politics, the liberals never leaving anything alone, clown world, I want to check out and stop thinking. Clear my mind if you will.